I am very frustrated today. I am in school full time and I know that only A's and few B's will make the cut for medschool. I should be studying but my mind wanders around things that I also desire. Do I desire it more than medschool. Not really, but equally. 

Father, I pray that you would guide my feet and direct my path. Lead me not into temptation, deliver me from evil. Father create in me a clean spirit. Wash my fears away and give me a clear direction. You know where I am, you know what I need, you know that I am in that place where I just want out. I know that you can bring out and that things will change. I am waiting for you lord to intervene and deliver me. 

in christ name. 

amen